Chapter Fifteen

Consulting the Hyper-memory

Being very impressed with what hypnosis can do, I enrolled myself onto a Hypnotherapy course. It wasn’t my intention to hypnotise anyone else but myself. I want to know more about myself and my soul journey through a series of incarnations.

I want to know what is the source of human sufferings. Two thousand six hundred years ago at the time of Siddhartha Gautama, life on this planet might be a bit simpler than now. The Buddha identified three main reasons for human sufferings; Sickness, Old Age and Death. They are basic natural sufferings that everyone will go through during their life on this planet.

In our current society, there are more complex reasons for human sufferings, both physical, emotional as well as mental sufferings. However, on top of those three natural reasons identified by the Buddha, most of our contemporary sufferings seem to be artificial or ‘human-made’. I mean human has made others suffer, as I experienced in economic slavery and incessant wars for world hegemony.

It is beyond my comprehension that people are intentionally hurting others. Most people believe it is human nature because they believe that humans evolved from animals and still inherit animal nature. However, I can’t believe it. There must be a reason that made human to behave even more vicious than wild animals, killing each other just because they can.

So, I need to trace back the human history, trying to find out where this human attitude for hurting and killing each other originated. Like any other troubleshooting effort, we won’t be successful unless we know the real origin of the problem.

Through self-hypnosis, I traced back many past incarnations starting from the old farmer around 1930’s. Some other significant incarnations are; my life as Master Liu in North-Eastern China (Manchuria) around the 12th & 13th Century, another lifetime as Buddhist Monk around 6th – 7th Century China, as a hermit in a remote Monastery in China or Tibet and many others.

But the most important thing as foretold by Siddhartha on our last meeting a decade earlier on 27th September 1997[1],  I have uncovered to meet my 5th Density SELF[2], who came to this planet around 250,000 years ago during the Lemurian era co-seeding the ‘yellow race’ (Chinese/East Asians). Hence I call him The Old China Man (OCM), although he always protested, saying that in his realm there is no such thing as ‘old’. According to him, I am (the author) the Old China Man.

When I asked him if I can channel him, he asked me back;

“Whom of us are you going to channel? There are thousands of us, and by the way, when we are whole why would you want split personality?”[3]

Ever since, if I have a question for my Old China Man (OCM) about ancient times or anything else, I bring it into my meditation with the intention to ask him and then either I was given the answer as if I was talking to myself, or given a kind of flashback memory. Sometimes it didn’t happen during the meditation, but after that, I might find a book or an article on the internet that gives me the answer I was looking for. With time it gets easier and easier, the answer comes straight away as an intuition without the need of meditation.

One day I wanted to ask him where he came from before arriving on this planet. The straight answer was “everywhere”. A few days afterwards I found on the internet a computer simulation about the Dwarf Sagittarius Galaxy colliding with our Milky-Way Galaxy around 1.9 billion years ago. This collision created the spiral arms of our Milky Way.

Figure 37: A model of the tidally shredded Sagittarius dwarf galaxy wrapping around a 3-D representation of the Milky Way disk. Credit: UCLA/D.R. Law

And when I played the simulation[4], I suddenly cried remembering the catastrophic events during that collision. How many planets or even star systems were destroyed and what happened to their inhabitants like us inhabiting this planet. It was the kind of flashback memory OCM gives me in answering my question as we were there witnessing that event. It was the way OCM tells me that we existed since time began[5].

However, I still can’t find the answer I was looking for, the original reason why some humans would intentionally hurt others. I feel there is a certain limit in our hyper-memory somehow. OCM referred me to Siddhartha’s advice in our last meeting, in particular, the riddle no.1;

“There is a well, which is not in the field but up in the grey cloud. When it turns upside down, it spills a lot of beads. If nothing spilled, the world would cease to breathe.”

Metaphorically the “well” in the grey cloud is a kind of ‘black hole’ at the centre of creation – the primary Vortex. Turned upside down, the central black hole spills beads or ‘bubbles.’ Each bubble is a sovereign entity, a co-creator expressing its freewill creating its universes or multiverses to learn about itself[6]. Each bubble is its own reality totally independent from another bubble unless they intentionally interact with each other.

The number of these ‘realities’ is unlimited. Dolores Cannon collects a brief scan of them from thousands of her hypnotic subjects, who came from another stellar system or universes in her five thick volumes of books “The Convoluted Universe”.

“Dolores has currently published five volumes and states that these books are for those people who want their minds bent like a pretzel.”[7]

As above so below, each bubble has the same principle following the four symbols formula (The UUT formula) with the Circle and the crossing axis of interactions. All experience from the horizontal (self and non-self), as well as vertical (internal) interactions, is memorised and shared within the bubble. Hence, I would like to use the term “Social Memory Complex” (SMC) as introduced by Ra in The Ra Material. However, I would like to expand it to cover the largest SMC I have read about what I call “The Urantian.” as depicted from The Urantia Book – Wikipedia.

There are many other Social Memory Complexes, like Ra from The Venusian, The Pleiadians, The Arcturians, The Lyran, The Andromedan, The Nibiruan (Anunnaki), The Maldekian/Martian etc.

What OCM is trying to tell me is that the reason why humans are hurting each other is not part of our reality within our SMC ‘bubble.’ Hence, it is not in our memory, and that is why I find it difficult to understand it. We learn about it in our interactions with other SMC on this planet just recently. It is not ‘natural’, and something must have gone wrong in the process of learning. That’s is why we are here and feel compelled to assist by sharing our reality.

By pure synchronicity, in August 2010 I picked up a Lemurian Crystal at the Crystal Castle near Byron Bay, Northern NSW, Australia. My Lemurian Crystal is about 12 cm long and around 2cm in its widest side, tapered in a wand shape — a little wider at the base and more tapered at the top end. It has three wide sides which have grooved like tracks on DVD and three clear narrow sides between them.

Figure38: My Lemurian Crystal

Lemurian Crystal is a type of crystal that is reputed to help us to retrieve ancient information that is stored in it by an ancient civilisation, the Lemurian. It is a record of planetary memory, an interblending of many Social Memory Complexes (SMCs) related to their planetary experiences.

Figure 39: The interblending of Social Memory Complexes forming The Planetary/Gaia Memory Complex.

[1] See Chapter 10 – The Assignment – advice no. 3.

[2] The 5th Density Self is who we really are, an eternal sovereign entity inseparable from The Source.

[3] This simple statement disclosed the fundamental difference between the two paths, – The Path of Separation versus The Path of Unity.

[4] The simulation is now on Youtubehttps://youtu.be/pig-uqRehNM

[5] In hindsight, this might be the way OCM showed me that our Solar System came from the dwarf Sagittarius Galaxy that has been ‘adopted’ by The Milky Way.

[6] Recently Corey Goode, an insider and whistleblower of The Secret Space Program reveals the existence of what he calls “Sphere Beings” – see “The Sphere Being Alliance” at https://spherebeingalliance.com/

[7] Source: Dolores’ Career Biography at https://dolorescannon.com/about/