From beyond the Veil
My assignment with UNDP for the Iraq project was completed in December 2006. When I came home, I found my wife was busy reading Michael Newton’s books; Journey of Souls, Destiny of Souls and Life Between Lives. Out of curiosity to have the first-hand experience from “The Other Side”, my wife had arranged a “Life Between Lives” (LBL) Hypnotherapy session with Peter Smith as our birthday present[1]. (Our birthday is only one week apart from each other).
At the time of our session, Peter was one of the pioneers who brought LBL Hypnotherapy into Australia and later become the President of The Michael Newton Institute, succeeding Michael Newton.
Since we came back from Singapore (April 2018), I restarted to meditate first thing in the morning when I got up. The purpose of meditation for me is to align, to tune and to synchronise my whole being, and at the same time looking for some guidance on how to share my reflection to fulfil my life mission. One day during my meditation the overwhelming compassionate feeling arose again and made me cry without any reason. This time my mind went back to my LBL session, during which I was also overwhelmed with the same compassionate feeling. So I decided to listen to the recording of the session, and transcribe it below.
As in many hypnotherapy sessions, Peter started to put me into a relaxed state. He asked me my age and then asked if I could remember any scene of my life when I was 50 years old. After I told him what I remembered when I was 50, he then asked me to remember another scene when I was 40. It went down every ten years until I was ten years old. Then Peter asked me anything I can remember when I was five, then four, then three then two then one.
Yeah, I was quite surprised myself how much I can remember of my life under hypnosis. Then he asked me to go back to the time when I was in my mother’s womb, the moment I was about to be born.
“Can you hear your mother’s heartbeat?”
“Yes”
“Can you tap onto your mother’s emotions now and then?”
“Not sure.”
“How do you think your mother feels right now?”
“A little bit anxious.”
“Do you think it’s because you are her first child?”
“I think so.”
Then Peter instructed me to float away from my mother and through a tunnel into a past life that has particular relevance to my life today. Once I am out of the tunnel Peter asked me:
“Is it day or night?”
“It’s daylight.”
“Are you outdoor or indoor?”
“Outdoor”
“Now I want you to look at your feet and tell me what are you wearing on your feet?”
“Nothing”
“Are your feet bare?”
“Yes, I am barefoot.”
“Describe those feet to me – how do they look, are they male or female feet?”
“Male feet.”
“And as you look up the legs, do you see any clothing on the leg?”
“Yes, I am wearing pants down to my knee.”
“I want you to drift out of this body, and I want you to look at the person and describe him to me. Who do you see there?”
“An old man with grey long moustache and beard, wearing a straw hat. He looks like a farmer.”
“So what country do you think it is?”
“Somewhere in Asia”
Peter then instructed me to go back inside the body and access all his memory about his life. Then he asked?
“What is the story of this man?”
“I was a simple farmer.”
“How old are you?”
“72”
“And do you have a family?”
“I think I have but not sure.”
“Do you see anybody around you?”
“I saw a hut and some people in it. But they are not my family, they are part of the community but probably relatives of mine, not direct family.”
“Can you describe the hut for me. What is it made of?”
“It’s a straw and bamboo hut.”
“So, what year is this that you are in?”
“1932”
“And what country is it in?”
“It feels like in Indonesia.”
“Now I want you to move forward in time to a certain important thing of being a farmer in Indonesia in 1932.”
“It seems to me that there is no important thing. It is just a simple life.”
“What do you mean with a simple life? What do you do?”
“Just went to the field, and according to the season preparing the soil, then planting, sometimes weeding, irrigating and harvesting.”
“Do you do it alone?”
“No, all the people, my relatives and from the community came to help.”
“Now I want you to move forward in time again to another significant event in your life. What’s happening to the old farmer now down the track?”
“I was going to die.”
“Ya? how?”
“Ah, just tired.”
“Okay, and tell me about the last day of your life. What’s happening to you just now? Go to that time.”
“I had a very happy life. Simple but so happy.”
At this point, I started crying, not of sadness, but happiness. I felt so much love around me — what a happy community. We all lived harmoniously and happily together. We are far away from any big city but so well aligned with our surrounding: nature, the rice field. Nothing felt better than to be in the middle of the rice field surrounded by growing rice that undulates nicely when the wind blows, as if our soul is one with them, Yeah! Dewi Sri, the Goddess of rice and fertility which we always thank for looking after us and providing us with our basic food, rice. I felt She is with me all the time. The feeling is especially strong when I was in the middle of the rice field.
“So where are you now? Are you inside the hut?”
“Yes, I am in the hut lying on my bed, and my relatives are around me. We are all so happy.”
“How many relatives do you have around you? A lot or just a few?”
“A lot.”
“If you look around, do you know anybody that is also in your current life?”
“Not sure.”
“Okay, Now I want you to move forward to the time when the soul is ready to leave the body. Tell me when you’re there.”
The process of dying and the reason to come back
In the process of dying, I felt leaving my body slowly, but consciously. After I left the body, I was engulfed by very beautiful energy that made me feel euphoric and in bliss. It is such a beautiful feeling; no words can describe.
But suddenly I was overwhelmed by a very sad feeling and cried. Having noticed my shaking Peter then guided me to a higher realm, the life of souls. Then he asked:
“What do you see around you now?”
“I am still attached to that farmer, can’t get away from the feeling.”
“Tell me about that feeling, that is keeping you there?”
“I had a very happy life. And I want everybody to live such a happy life.”
Peter asked a few more questions, but I didn’t bother listening to him. I was overwhelmed with that compassionate feeling and crying unstoppably.
He tried to soothe me by telling me that I am lucky to have such a happy life.
“But others are not! I protested.”
“Do you mean those people around you or further away?”
“No, people further away. . . . It’s the whole world.” I said half screaming.
In hindsight, in 1932 the world is preparing for the Second World War. The energy around the planet was so hostile. It is such a contrast with my simple but very happy life. Why would people want to go to war? What’s wrong with those people? It is very, very sad that people are so unhappy and feel the need to kill each other for reasons I couldn’t understand.
Peter then suggested to me to send them love and beautiful energy to help.
He kept talking, but I was still crying and being overwhelmed by that compassionate feeling.
After about five minutes in the recording, finally I said:
“That feeling is the reason for me to come back this time.”
Beyond the recording, I still remember the overwhelming feeling, the same feeling that kept me crying the whole flight from Yogyakarta back to Jakarta, as well as what I felt in the Kwan Yin temple in Singapore last April 2018. It is the reason for my incarnation this time, and as I understand it is also the reason for Kwan Yin to vow not to enter Nirwana until every single human being is relieved from suffering.
Merging with the Light
Up to the above point, I was given the reason for my current life in trying to manifest the desire of the old farmer to end human sufferings on this planet. The experience of being overwhelmed by the sad feeling and compassionate energy originated from when I left my body in my previous life as the old farmer. My experience of the same in 1997 was the first reminder of why I am here for. And the experience at the Kwan Yin temple in Singapore is the last reminder that it is now time to look back and review how things are going and to take the final steps to achieve the goals.
Having left my body and being overwhelmed by the sad feeling and compassionate energy, Peter guided me towards “our eternal Home” and through the healing process. However, I wasn’t paying much attention to what Peter said till he asked me: “Okay, Where are you now? Tell me what’s happening?”
“I slowly release all the energy.”
“Are there others with you or are you there alone?”
“I am alone.”
“Okay, So is this a healing process for you?”
“Yes”
“I am going to give you a moment to do the healing process and tell me if it is complete so we can continue on our way. I’ll give you a moment.”
It took me about three to four minutes to calm down from that overwhelming sad feeling. Peter noticed from my posture that I have calmed down and then asked:
“Tell me about the healing process that you have undertaken.”
“I saw a bright light shining on me.”
“I want you to feel the change of energy from the healing light that you can see. Tell me what this light is”
“It’s Love”
“And who is sending this love to you?”
“It comes from very high.”
“I want you to feel that love is changing your vibrations into the beautiful soul state that you remember so that you can speak from a very deep place of knowledge and wisdom so that we can know and understand the answer that you seek.”
“Are you there still by yourself or is there anyone else with you?”
“Several light beings are around.”
“And who is this group? Do they come to offer you some advice or they are souls greeting your return?”
“They are just watching me merging with the light above me.”
“So they are observing?”
“Yes, I think they are “The Elders”. I don’t know what it means, but the terminology comes to me: “The Elders.”
“Is that what they say?”
“No, It just comes to me.”
“So how many Elders there are watching?”
“The number eight comes to me, but I haven’t counted them.”
“It’s okay, the communication in this place is through thought form. So it’s okay. Tell me when the healing process is complete so we might talk to the Elders.”
. . . . . .
“That light will always be with me.”
“Okay, So you will always be in the light?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, I would like you to ask one of the Elders who has some information for us. Perhaps there is one who can speak on behalf of all of them? Who has come forward? Do they have a name?”
“No.”
“On what name do they address you in this place?”
“We don’t communicate with names.”
“Okay, It’s fine. I want you to greet the one who comes forward and thank him/her for coming. . . . . What did you get back?”
“They are just watching me.”
“I want you to ask them if they can answer some questions for us. Ask the one that came forward. What do they say?”
“Didn’t say anything, but I got the impression that they are just watching me with this bright light on top of me and I am merging to it, and they are watching.”
“So it is not the time for questions?”
“They feel it’s strange that I will ask them questions.”
“Okay, . . . Why is that strange?”
“Not strange, . . . like . . . . stunned? Is that the right word? It is like, why do you ask?”
“Do they think that you already have the answer?”
“Yes.”
“Can the answer come from the light?”
“The bright light on top of me.”
“Is that where we can get the answer?”
“That’s what the Elders say telepathically to me.”
“So can we direct our question upwards to the light? What do you think?”
“We can try.”
“I want you to ask the question to the light; I want you to ask why you are here in your current life.”
“Hmm.. (laughing), I know exactly.”
“You know exactly?”
“Yes, because of that feeling from last time.”
The Experiment
“So tell me what you are supposed to do about it this time? What is your intention? Why did you come back?”
“To help, to assist, that people are no longer suffering. That’s a strong feeling that I have when I left my body last time. And that is what brought me back.”
“So how do you go about this, what is it that you need to do.”
“Have to find out. Whatever I could do, whatever I want to do. This has been tried so many times by several other beings with many different methods. And it is up to me to find out a new method.”
“What would that new method be? Ask the light.”
“It is a journey for me to find them out.”
“Is it your journey to find a new method?”
“Yes, and they will help. It’s a kind of experiment.”
“And what form of experiment is it. Is it to work with the mind? Or with love? How would it work?”
“With Love is basic. But, as you can also see, our mother Earth comprises many different layers, from emotional, mental and what we may call collective consciousness, that collectively influence people like a common belief system and so on. Probably we have to develop a method to influence those layers, no, not influencing but purifying those layers.”
“How is it going to be done?”
“That, we have to find out.”
At this point, our conversations are going parallel but at a different level. How many beings have come to this planet trying to end human suffering? When I said that many have tried, I was talking about Jesus Christ and Siddhartha Gautama The Buddha as examples. Yet, people still suffer. And what method? I think it is very naive to expect that the light could simply give me the answer what to do and then abracadabra, lo and behold; the whole of humanity is relieved from suffering. The biggest stumbling block seems to be human free will. Whatever method you show them they still have the free will to reject it out of ignorance and keep suffering or make others suffer.
“I want you to tap into that beautiful light above you; I want you to ask about information who you really are?”
“I am IT.”
“You are IT, the lot?”
“Yeah. Part of it, but we are all One.”
“How many times have you incarnated on this planet? What numbers come to mind?”
“There are no numbers. Too many”
“Have you ever incarnated in any other world beside this one?”
“Not sure about the answer.”
“Is it important?”
“No, not important.”
“I want you to ask about your guide who helps you. Call for him”
“There are layers of me, my consciousness. I am guiding myself from a different layer.”
“If you have a part of your layer that guides you, how would that part look like?”
“Just light.”
Peter seems to have some difficulties in understanding the concept of different layers of my consciousness, as I also have some difficulties to explain it. It took me years trying to understand how I can communicate through channelling to myself from my past life who is now my guide.
In common language, we may say a group soul, but it is not accurate. More correct if we apply the concept of “Social Memory Complex”, a terminology introduced by RA, in the book “The RA Material”. But the best description is the picture I found in the ancient Taoist book “The Secret of the Golden Flower” (see chapter 20)
Peter then continued:
“So, if you observe your energy in this place, what colour of energy do you see?”
“Brilliant white. But there are so many other colours as well. They are different parts of me. There are many of them.”
“I want you to ask about the relationship with the soul that you know has been in this lifetime. Tell me about the soul history about you two.” (my wife and me)
“It’s part of the whole ONE; It’s part of me too.”
“Have you had many lives together?”
“Yes.”
“Most of your life together, or just a few?”
“Just a few, But there are many other parts that we share also.”
“In what way?”
“Doing some missions, experimenting.”
“Together?”
“Yea.”
“So what sort of thing are you experimenting with?”
“Some vibrations within me need to be awakened.”
“And how can we awaken these vibrations for you.”
“When the time comes.”
“When would that time be?”
“Probably now.”
“What will happen if these vibrations are awakened within you?”
“We will try and see if it’s helping people, or if it will help the world. We were talking about layers that influence people, thoughts, emotions, probably through individuals.”
“So tell me about this vibration. Is it a healing vibration? What is it designed to do?”
“There are the vibrations of Siddhartha Gautama The Buddha – The vibration of Love, combined with Kwan Yin, the Goddess of Mercy – the vibration of Compassion and the vibration of Bodhisattva Manjushri, who embodied the Wisdom of The Buddha.”
“So, the combination of those three vibrations?”
“Yes, Love, Wisdom and Compassion.”
“And this is the vibration that is held within you?”
“I was led to develop my meditation having these three personages around me and from them emanate the energy to surround me.”
“So how do we unlock these vibrations within? By now do we understand this today? Can we unlock it?”
“I think my wife has a role to play her part to unlock these vibrations.
“So, is that her journey with you this time? To unlock the vibrations within you?”
“I think so.”
“Ask the light to see what they say.”
“Many others are trying to help too.”
“Do you know who they are? Or they are doing their own thing?”
“They are all part of the big experiment.”
“Tell me more about this big experiment. Is it about the vibration of this planet?”
“Yes.”
“How many people are working on this change?”
“We cannot count.”
“So there are many of us here also to help?”
“Yes”
“Is it important for you to link to these others?”
“We are all linked.”
“Are you consciously linked or only linked through subconscious?”
“Mostly subconscious.”
“Is this a goal of the incarnation of all these people? Was it planned before they arrived?”
“Yes.”
“And you are one of these people?”
“Yes”
“Is your wife one of these people?”
“Yes”
“Who else do you know that is part of these soul group who came here to raise the vibration of the planet?”
“Got the message that the human personality is not important.”
“Just important to know that a lot of people are here to do this work? Is that what’s you are saying?”
“A lot of energy. This energy can enter many different people.”[2]
“Is this a new energy that is coming, or has it been here for a while?”
“It has been here all the time.”
“So we just need to awaken it?”
“The energy is there all the time, but this kind of energy for this experiment has been intensified just recently.”
“And the purpose of these?”
“Just an experiment.”
“Is this experiment helps another planet if it works here? Or this experiment only to help us.”
“Yes, it’s for the whole. Other planets as well.”
“Because we are all connected?”
“Yes”
Going back to my meeting the Eight Elders mentioned above, I am not sure who those Elders are, but I had the impression that communication has been going on between the light above me and those Elders on the mental/telepathic level which my little mind could not grasp at that particular moment. In hindsight, they could have communicated about the experiment we are going to undertake together collectively. There will be no single personage like Jesus, Krishna, with superpower able to perform miracles. This time around we don’t want people to follow a miracle performer, but to be awake and be sovereign.
Ever since (1932) many advanced souls have incarnated on this planet. According to The Ra Material[3], in 1981 there are around 65 million wanderers on this planet, and according to Dolores Cannon[4] there are three waves of volunteers coming from many other planetary systems incarnating on this planet, all to participate in this experiment, intensifying the vibration of love, wisdom and compassion. The first wave is amongst the baby boomer generation, the second wave is amongst the X and Y generations, and the third wave is amongst the millennial.
The experiment aims to cooperate with Gaia in intensifying these vibrations and at the same time to influence the Human Morphic Field[5] affecting human DNA.
In the last half hour of the session, Peter asked me my questions that I gave to him before the session. They are about accessing the Akashic records, the Cosmic model using the ancient formula that unite Physics, Psychology and Mysticism, and about my guide Master Liu. (see Chapter 7 – Master Liu – My Guide)
Accessing the Akashic Record
Peter continues:
“I want you to ask the Light again. It is about access to the Akashic records. Is it possible to have a link into these records?”
“Yes, but I need to awaken certain energy within me.”
“So, when this energy is awakened, do we have access into these records?”
“Yes.”
“When will the energy be awakened within you?”
“I don’t know.”
“Is there a point of choice with this? Can you choose the time?”
“No, It’s Cosmic time.”
The Ultimate Unification Theory (UUT)
“Okay. I want you to tell me about the model that you put together where you unified physics, psychology and mysticism. Why is that important?”
“Because it is so.”
“Is that something that will help you in work ahead.”
“We don’t know yet whether the experiment will bring us to that point.”
“So depending on how the experiment goes, the model that you build will become important?”
“It is the simplest formula to understand the Cosmos given to us a long, long time ago.”
“In another civilisation?”
“Yes, even before that.”
“Has it been used in another civilisation?”
“Yes, we also used that too, but we drifted apart and misunderstood them.”
“Can you give an example?”
“The Native American Medicine Wheel, The Cross and Circle of the Irish and Scottish, Gaelic. Also the Christian Cross, but with no circle.”
Master Liu and his book
“What you can tell me about Master Liu?”
“He is my other layer.”
“Tell me about the stick and the book he carries.”
“The stick has been given to me to show me the way and for my protection. The book symbolises the knowledge that he will give me to awaken all the energy within me once I know who I am.”
“So you will know about the energy when you receive the book?”
“I am getting it now.”
– – – – – –
“I want you to enjoy the moment and tell me what occurred.”
– – – – –
“Can you feel the energy? You are a Reiki Master.”
“Yes, I can.”
– – – – – – there was silence about 4 minutes, and then I mumbled:
“Thank you” . . . . “Beautiful energy” . . . . . “I know who I am and why I am here. That’s why it is given to me. “
“I want you to thank him.”
“Yes, I did. I thank everyone for the whole Cosmos. Thank you!”
“What else do we need to know today for you?”
“All is well, everything as planned.”
“Okay, I want to give you a moment to enjoy the beautiful energy and vibrations that you are in now. I want you just to stay there for a few minutes and to remember it in your heart and your soul, and I want you to have a memory of it in your physical body into every cell and into every fibre of your being so that whenever you meditate, you can always find this place when you need to. Do you understand?”
“Yes”
“So I will give you a few minutes to enjoy and remember it and let me know when you are finished.”
– – – – –
“One other element is coming and merging with us. . . . It’s the vibration of Mother Earth. . . . . Oh, it’s so beautiful.” – – – – “It’s so beautiful. I don’t want to get out of it.”
“Just stay a bit longer, take your time.”
– – – –
“I can get into it anytime. Thank you!”
“So you are ready to come back now?”
“Hm, Yeah, I have to come back for the experiment.”
Peter then proceeded with his suggestion preparing me to come back to a current point in time and space and level of existence.
And that was the end of the LBL session.
[1] An online article on Collective Evolution about Michael Newton; “7000 Souls Recall Their ‘Life’ Between Lives During Regression Hypnosis, The Similarities Are Astounding”
URL: https://www.collective-evolution.com/2018/08/22/7000-souls-recall-their-life-between-lives-during-regression-hypnosis-dolores-cannon/
[2] For example, in emergency situations i.e. Earthquake, Floods or other natural disasters the compassionate energy enters into almost everyone on the planet.
[3] Don Elkins, Carla Rueckert, James McCarty – The Ra Material (1981)
[4] Dolores Cannon – The Three Waves of Volunteers and the New Earth (2011).
[5] A morphic field is an energy-like field that defined the entire biology of all living beings. The idea was first put forth by a scientist named Rupert Sheldrake in the 20th century. It provided a force that guided the development of an organism as it grew, making it take on a form similar to other species.
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