The Assignment

Yogyakarta, September 27th, 1997.

One month after my mystical experience merging with the light, I had the opportunity to come to Yogyakarta again. As usual, I did a pilgrimage to the three temples Mendut, Pawon and Borobudur during the day and then visit my clairvoyant friends in the evening.

Apparently, without my conscious knowledge, everything has been arranged by Siddhartha as our previous meeting. During the channeling, Siddhartha mentioned that what he has given me, – the grace to experience the mystical unity, is to help me understand the books from Master Liu. I was instructed to read and learn from it and share it with the world. He told me that he selected me as an ‘instrument’ of Adi-Buddha (The First Buddha) to ‘etch’ LOVE in this world and asked me if I would accept the assignment.

“With the support of the Company of Heaven I humbly accept the assignment,” I said.

Jokingly he then said to me that once I have learned my lesson from Master Liu’s book, it will be his turn to learn from me. He then gave me some advice in the form of riddles that I need to solve.

1. “There is a well, which is not in the field but up in the grey cloud. When it turns upside down, it spills a lot of beads. If nothing spilled, the world would cease to breathe.”
2. “Those small flowers spread on the big pond have blue color. If we take one, the fragrance will disappear blown by the wind. If we take five, the perfume will spread filling up the world”.
3. “There is a monk holding a purple tasbih (prayer beads). When he lifts up the tasbih, your soul will sing. When he rotates it, your soul will die.”

Siddhartha then invited his ‘crew’ to come through one by one to give me their advice. The first was Kwan Yin, then the female aspect of Bodhisattva Manjushri and finally Master Liu.

First Kwan Yin came with her messages:

“After tonight, please take a shower in the next seven nights using water, sprinkled with tube-rose flowers. Then start with meditations.

Please go to a temple or anywhere, where you find me.

Please keep your promise (to etch Love), because you are one of our hands. We are all in the family and we should work hand in hand as a family.” – (Kwan Yin also depicted as The Goddess with thousand eyes and thousand helping hands)

Then Manjushri introduced herself as the female aspect of the Bodhisattva depicted as holding a sword to cut out everything that is not true in human body (negative implants). She wears a pink veil that at present turns grey due to the darkness of the realm. Please help returning my veil to its original colour, she asked me. She blessed me with the hopes that I would be in full confident and successful fulfilling my assignment and turn her veil back to pink.

Then is Master Liu’s turn to give his message:

“Please try to keep those flowers on the pond afresh. If they are withered, I will be withered too.

If you fulfilled the above requirements, it means the book is already with you. Please do not blacken it with worldly passions.

I have selected you because I trust you. That’s why I brought you here so that everything can be finalised and there is only spreading to be done.

Please avoid any food or drinks that can make you lose yourself (drugs), and live according to rightful teachings.

When you finished with your meditation you can start reading the book I gave you.

That is all. If there is an opportunity we can meet to share note and experiences. Happy working!”

At the end Siddhartha came through again to say goodbye and close the meeting.

The next morning I was heading back to Jakarta. But as soon as I walked out of my hotel room I couldn’t stop crying without exactly knowing the reason. It is about human sufferings, but much more than just physical or emotional suffering. I kind of understand the feeling of Kwan Yin that has driven her to vow not to enter Nirvana until every single human being is free from sufferings.

I was overwhelmed with such sadness and a tremendous compassionate energy that prevents me from stopping crying. I cried all the way to the airport, in the airport waiting room, on the plane till we landed in Jakarta. I had to hide my face since my tears were running down my cheek uncontrollably and I tried to control my shoulders from shaking too much.

It was my first experience of crying unstoppably that I was reminded of at the Kwan Yin temple in Singapore. It reminds me of my assignment. However, in 1997 nothing was clear to me what I have to do to ‘etch’ LOVE on this planet. It is not just spreading. Siddhartha picked the Indonesian word ‘penggores cinta kasih’ that may be translated as etching / to leave a profound mark of unconditional Love/Agape in this world.

During the first channelling (1993) I was told to find a ‘gem’ that releases suffering and that I was a member of a group, who called themselves as The Group of Truth. But the first puzzle that occupied my mind is how can I talk to myself from my past life, who is now my guide?

During this second channelling (1997) Siddhartha gave me another riddle about a Monk holding a tasbih (prayer beads). Siddhartha said; “When he lifts up his tasbih my soul will sing and when he rotates it I will cease to exist.

It took me years trying to work out those riddles. I feel a little frustrated at the pace I am progressing but as Kathleen’s reading said, the Group of Truth is releasing information to me slowly and they are moving slowly for a reason. So, it is cosmic timing. It will happen whenever it is meant to happen. I just have to be patient.

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